“The trigger that is currently taking place is worse than any of the other ones I’ve experienced over the last 4 years and I literally feel like I’m losing my mind.”

“I wouldn’t have even thought twice about my behavior if I didn’t get a text from my little sister telling me to pick my niece up from school today though. The first thing that I thought when I saw her text pop up on my screen was…they got me.”

“The stupid prize I got for the stupid game I played today was the threat of a restraining order. Which is honestly an upgrade from what I’m usually offered so…I’m up.”

“This is the first time I’ve ever turned my frustration into femininity and…I’m slightly obsessed..”

“So my little sister randomly texting me today to tell me that she’s decided to relocate her and my niece to another state…felt like an action I should expect from the fUNcTioNAl ‘family’ I grew ‘crazy’ in.”

“From an energetic point of view…what we feel is what we attract…even if we’re choosing to ignore those feelings. So these rituals being done by my ‘family’, a minimum of twice a month, have had me consistently manifesting the opposite of abundance.”

“If I take my face off and watch how my mind works…I’m able to clock the fact that…I’m not really a nice person. And…I’m tired of being on that type of time. ”

“I had a few times throughout the day when I asked myself why I didn’t just help her but after I realized that someone who is actively trying to take advantage of me…will always go out of their way to make me feel like I’m not doing enough…I “let it go”.”

“Learning how to love me, without any filters, has been one of the hardest things for me to do…but right now…this love is bulletproof..”

"Most strong, independent women…who claim not to need a man…irk me. I tried to be a part of the ‘He Man Hater’ club, that women like this are usually lifelong members of, a while ago but when I figured out I was just compensating for the strong sense of rejection I felt…I denounced all affiliations."

"I’ve been trying to force myself be like Bagg and get into my “quiet era”…but I’m a ‘bipolar’ gemini. Staying quiet for me looks like I’m walking naked through a glass house because I wear how I feel on my skin."

"This song is just another example of the jealousy that develops when someone realizes they f*cked off their opportunity to be chosen for something that’s bigger than them. “Big as the what?!”"

"But quiet as it’s kept…“hood” is a status that will win over the heart of a woman the quickest because of the authenticity that comes with that personality type. These are the men who mainstream society deems undesirable and their decision to humbly remain themselves in spite of that is…addictively attractive."

"And now that yoga has my chakras aligning…the can’t scapegoat me into group chat crash outs like before. So those who have been walking around undiagnosed for so long…now finally get to feel the weight of their own mental illness since they no longer have mine to fixate on."

"My bipolar mind basically computed that Jason worked in the physical and Freddy worked in the mental. Both had the same job but one had to be on Earth in order for his type of work to work."

"For whatever reason…hurt feelings bring the masculinity out of women…and the femininity out of men. I’ve seen this role reversal a lot throughout my life because…I’m an unintentional switch flipper."

"Full Disclosure: My ‘family’ knows that sacrificing me will bring them financial success because my energy is pure. If that sounds crazy…I can give a few examples, of a few families, who have succeeded with sacrificing someone in their family…and achieved success right around/or a short while after their ‘loved one’ passed. 2024 is the year God lets them know He saw what they did though because He always gets the last laugh."

"The attempted trigger that played out yesterday validates my point and it makes me wish my grandfather never shot my grandmother’s club up. All they produced is trauma and no one wants to stop inflicting it long enough to do anything about it."

"My former favorite cousin, who was born a week after us, used to tell me that a man is usually always able to get his ‘bm’ back. Because no matter what that man does…the ‘bm’ will always want her family unit together."