GoldenChile

Disclaimer: This is a loooong post. I speak about spirituality, prophecies and witchcraft in this one. If your belief in God is restricted to the confines of the church…please click off or be prepared to feel fake outrage. Honestly, I just really needed to get this off my chest because this is what spiritual warfare actually looks like.

These thoughts were triggered by my dysfunctional family…refusing to be anything other than toxic…

Here I was…trolling my immediate family, in our private chat, because they couldn’t get the erratic reaction they wanted out of me yesterday. I wasn’t expecting anyone to respond as usual but then…my older brother entered the chat. I haven’t heard from him in at least 6 months AND he has refused to allow me to speak with his sons and daughters for the last two years…so I was caught completely off guard when I saw his contact pop up. (SS’s below). I renamed him ‘GasLightning’ a couple years ago because there hasn’t been a sentence strung together by him in the chats that didn’t make me question the reality I saw clearly before reading his words. He is very well versed in making you question things that require no questions. His ability to confuse is both awe inspiring and infuriating. Today, he did not disappoint. (I’m not disclosing all the texts because a lot was said and it takes too long to edit pictures using my phone.)

What surprised me even more than his reemergence was the fact that other long lost relatives appeared too. In the past, this has happened when I am acting too sane. One of my aunts joined in…and my grandmother even said a couple words. I haven’t heard from this aunt in almost a year and when she spoke in the past it was only to tell me that she was going to block me if I didn’t stop creating group chats. Three years later and she is still making the same laughable threat. My grandmother, on the other hand, has always been included in the chats but has never said anything. Her presence added absolutely nothing to the conversation today though…just noting my ability to raise the dead when I don’t act ‘bipolar’ enough.

(See first 2 SS’s before continuing).

My brother’s decision to use the term ‘chosen one’ confuses tf out of me. If for no other reason than the fact that prior to now, everyone made me feel crazy for (re)using the term. Which is why I screenshot his text and posted it in the Gang Goofy chat. From my understanding, the consensus of the group was that no one even knew what the term meant when it was first written by my twin. I had a few months, over the years, when I wouldn’t let go of the fact that she was the one who introduced the phrase. But no one ever acknowledged that fact. I was just told to “get help” while everyone pretended I was the one who brought the phrase to everyone’s attention… even though I had never heard it used to describe a non-fictitious person before she said it.

For the longest, my ‘family’ was able to get away with this ability to plausibly deny the ‘crazed’ family member (“it’s me…hi”) until I gave a death prophecy, in December 2022, that came true when my father died two weeks after I wrote it. (SS’s below). I won’t pretend I wasn’t as shocked as everyone else when it actually came to pass…but after that…my ‘family’ went into overdrive trying to convince me of my mental imbalance. No one can bring themselves to acknowledge my ability to see something that hadn’t happened yet though. Instead…they have tried their hardest to get me to believe I need to be on some form of medication. My twin came close to admitting I did something supernatural but she couldn’t bring herself to follow through. So when she addressed my prophecy, after I ranted and raved months after it happened…she referred to it as an “omen” to diminish its value.

I am definitely spiritually inclined…but not enough to understand how I knew what to say when I said it. After paying closer attention to my intuition…I started noticing that their familial triggers, meant to throw off my mental balance, usually occurred around a certain time in any given month. That time was usually on/around a full moon. I have noticed similar trigger attempts happen on new moons as well, but the big ones usually happen when the moon is full. There is no coincidence that this latest trigger falls right in line with that time line. The full moon is(was) 4.23.24. About a year or so ago, I brought this observation to this group of playplay ‘Christians’ and everyone remained silent. At this point, I really don’t care what the reason is for the moon cycle sync ups. Because today I calmly walked away from another one of their ritualistic attempts to garner an ‘unstable’ reaction out of me. Emotional explosions are usually what they receive from me when it’s a few of them against little ol’ me…but I chose to protect my energy by walking away after giving them only a little bit of what they clearly came to see.

I don’t know if I’m a ‘chosen one’ and I honestly still don’t understand the full extent of this archetype. What I do know is the Gang Goofies have gone out of their way to convince me I am not whatever this phrase implies. I referenced being an “Earth Angel” in the screenshots because when I looked up the term ‘chosen one’ that is what they were referred to as. And I referenced “Arch Angel Gabriel” because ‘Gabriel’ was the last name of one of the dispatched officers who didn’t leave my side the night of the ‘sacrifice attempt’ that I speak about below. I know all of this sounds crazy but…it’s the truth. If you don’t believe what you see…just walk away believing I’m ‘bipolar’…that seems to work really well for my ‘family’.

Love,

Choosy

SS Breakdown:

SS 1&2: Present day…(First two texts in the first SS were from a week ago.) Today…my brother brought up the term ‘chosen one’ to *uck with me because he thought I would react the same emotionally imbalanced way I used to.

SS 3: November 2022…A repost of my twins first time bringing the term ‘chosen one’ to the group chat. *Tarot cards are not demonic…it’s no different than watching the news. But instead of getting updates on what is happening in the physical world…these cards speak to what’s happening in the spiritual. I don’t know how to read cards…but I believe in the gifted individuals who do if they have a clean spirit. Crystals aren’t evil either…because God created them. Please note that after sending this text…my twin distanced herself from all things spiritual to avoid side eyes from the ‘christians’ in the group. On brand. (I edited these screenshots when I had Photoshop and uploaded them when I attempted to do this blog last year.)

SS 4-7: Me trying to get my twin to tell me what she meant by SS 3. I ended up recalling a situation that took place during our first year of college when I came home to visit. Her explanation for my version of the story made sense…until our dad died. Again…I know this sounds crazy af…but it’s the truth.

SS 8-10: I felt guided to finish the rest of the story from the night my twin went ‘crazy’. It was written 12/2/22…my father passed away 12/19/22. They could use my bipolar diagnosis to fund their plausible deniability against my claims that they were purposefully triggering my ‘manic’ states until my prophecy came true. But even that didn’t stop them. It’s 2024 and nothing has changed on their side.