Blinded

Loooooong Post…I’m annoyed.

These thoughts were triggered by my investigative skills…

I was trying my best to change my perspective on the camera that popped up on the new neighbors door…”honestly…truly”. In the post where I spoke about seeing things differently…I left out the fact that a few days before the camera popped up…I made another complaint about the maintenance man I keep getting weird vibes from. Ever since I found out he was in my space without my knowledge…after I was told by the leasing office that I’d be notified before entry is made…I’ve been touched with bouts of paranoia. So when I couldn’t figure out how a water bottle ended up on my counter…I emailed the leasing office and started Karening. I figured out I wasn’t going to get anywhere so I decided to get a nanny cam for the inside of my apartment. I let the leasing office know and that was the end of the discussion. Fast forward a few days later and a camera appears on the next door unit that has been vacant for a few weeks. I did my best to talk myself out of my suspicions that this camera was placed there by the leasing office because that sounded crazy…even to me. But when I started noticing that the blinds remained open…all day and all night…my intuition started screaming for me to listen.

One thing I’ve learned from all these years of feeling like a ‘targeted individual’ is that words mean nothing without proof. Especially if these words are coming from a ‘diagnosed bipolar’. At my last apartment, that was riddled with roaches, I was asked if I had proof that I didn’t bring the roaches with me when I moved in. At the apartment before that one, my complaints about the creepy maintenance man weren’t taken seriously until he tried entering my home without announcing himself in the breezeway…on a day when I didn’t park on my usual side of the building. All these people see is my erratic responses to these ‘tormenting spirits’ and I end up looking like the looney tune every time. So when I noticed the blinds hadn’t moved from the same open position…I started taking pictures and videos. After I had my evidence…I emailed the leasing office to ask if the camera could be moved over so that it didn’t capture me coming in and out of the hallway. And because I was annoyed…I took time to complain, again, about the camera that the other neighbor has hanging from the ceiling of their doorframe…that also captures my movements.

I have to take a second to say that none of this would be as big of a deal as I’m making it if all the buildings in this community didn’t require a key fob to enter. On top of that fun fact…THE COMPLEX IS GATED. So the fact that there are now THREE cameras in my hallway is absolutely insane to me. A total of 16 emails were sent/received and I was going to post them all until Spirit showed me, after I did the blackouts for all of them, that there is a copy right footer on the ones from management. So common sense tells me to only post mine because I know they won’t give me permission to post theirs. (SS’s below) The emails started out like they always do…with me exercising undeserving patience while being gaslit like a m’er f’er. Long story long asl…after finding out I was taking videos that prove the blinds have not moved…I was told the newest neighbor agreed to move their camera over. Yesterday, I was told the timeframe given by the neighbor was a few days but after I followed up today and Cc’d corporate in…I was told that the camera was moved last night. Something told me to remain doubtful though because nothing ever goes that easy for me when dealing with these energies.

So when walking out today…I started recording in the direction of that door while sashaying to the doorway leading to the stairwell. And from what the video shows…there was something there that looked like a camera to me. When I emailed management letting them know the camera hadn’t been moved I was told the second device that is now on the door is a doorbell. This made even less sense to me because the picture sent to me today by the leasing office manager, to prove the camera had been repositioned, clearly shows the doorbell camera is equipped with a doorbell! It was at that moment they knew they f*cked up…and just like everyone else I catch up…they stopped responding. When I was leaving out the first time I was just running to the store and coming back. I sent an email that stated “the camera hasn’t been moved” while I was in the car and when I got back to the complex…5 minutes later…the ‘doorbell’ was gone.

I’ve been in and out a few more times and they haven’t put it back up. One of the balcony door blinds in that unit was closed and reopened today but the others are still in the same exact position they’ve been in all this time. Weird asf. I have no idea why these energies choose to ‘gangstalk’ me but I have soooooo many examples of this happening to me, over the years, in similar but different ways. ‘Receipted’?…And am. In the past it was never this easy to catch these demons up so quickly and I don’t know if I should attribute that to the fact that my instincts are getting stronger or to the fact that these energies are getting weaker. I honestly think it’s both. The neighbor with the ceiling frame camera is ‘out of town’ again so who knows when that will be repositioned. But after realizing that I’m really not making this up…for the 5,298,343th time…I no longer feel the need to cower in a way that doesn’t show me looking directly into their camera. I waved my middle finger at it last night and today I just smiled and waved. I have no idea what the obsession with me and my movements are but at this point…I feel like a very important person.

In other news…my stalker ex has started back up with the ghost texts. Sh*t is getting weird.

Love,

Choosy

**Clarification: I first told the leasing office about my ‘disorder’ a couple years ago when the techno music from the next door neighbor that just moved out used to blast after midnight. It took weeks for me to figure out where the noise was coming from because management convinced me it had to be coming from upstairs. They said they had already ruled out my next door neighbor. After that was resolved…the same thing would happen ever so often…around new moons but with different neighbors. I was told to call the onsite cop when it happened after hours but he NEVER did anything more than forward my voicemails of distress to management for them to handle the next day. I lost count of how many times this happened but this was another part of the gang stalking…that was supposed to drive me insane. This is Spiritual Warfare…but I’m called ‘crazy’ for believing that I’m experiencing some of the same things detailed in the #1 Best Selling Book. “Gyaaaaad Dayum”.

SS1-2: I was told by management that the new neighbor said they will move their camera in a few days. The manager also said the other neighbor is currently ‘out of town and a meeting will take place when they return.

SS3-5: I CC’d corporate in.

SS6: Management let me know the new neighbor agreed to reposition their camera and had done so the night before.

SS7: I was told again that I’ll be updated once the meeting with the other neighbor takes place.

SS8: I sent the email stating the camera was still there and was advised by management that what I was now seeing is a doorbell.

SS9: (Read the bottom message 1st and the top one 2nd) I was told by management that the doorbell is in compliance with the community. After that he stopped responding.

SS10: I assumed that letting management know that I’m documenting these events on the internet would help me get the peace I desire. History has shown that these energies don’t care as much when the evidence being presented is from a ‘diagnosed bipolar’…but the truth doesn’t care who tells it. So we’ll see how it plays out.