Troll
It’s crash out season…
It looks like I now have my ‘family’ in shambles with my FB posts. All I’m doing is telling my version of the truth but the fact that I’m doing it logically has them exposing more of who they really are behind all their masks…and costumes. Which is only helping to prove that my version of the truth…is actually the actual truth. Yesterday (11/1) was the new moon and the trigger was a familiar one that involved my time. I picked my niece up from school and was supposed to drop her to my twin’s house but I decided to take her to the park for a while. She wanted to come back to my house to play and when I told my twin what time I’d be there to drop her off…she told me to keep her for the night. I’ve never had an issue keeping my niece but I had plans to be laid up in my sheets all night because my sleep pattern has been off all week. So we exchanged words and the end result was me threatening to off myself. (SSs below)
I know I have the ability to dive off of the deepest of ends and when she told me my plans were going to have to be rearranged…I jumped into my toxicity…head first. My threat to off myself was to see how she’d respond and her response was her telling me she’d call in a “welfare check”. But there was never a knock on my door. She’s in the kind of profession that would have to investigate the behavior she’s engaged in over the last 4 years…so she didn’t call my ‘threat’ in because I would’ve had to explain to the responding officers about how I got to this point. I couldn’t fall asleep so a little after midnight, I made a post on FB about the prophecy I gave a couple weeks before my dad’s death. I decided to upload the screenshots showing my twin blaming my memory of that night on weed and my bipolar disorder…weeks before an actual death followed my prediction. I’ve honestly gotten so used to living in the bubble of the group chat that I didn’t even realize that none of the other ‘family’ knew what happened. And I either opt out of…or I’m not invited…to ‘family’ functions, so the only side of my story these people have known…is the side of the lying liars.
It hits different when there’s proof of an attempted sacrifice on me…that backfired and hit someone else in the ‘family’. The unveiling of this truth got under my twin’s skin…and the next day her response was to renege on her decision to pick my niece up at the time she suggested. And because I knew the intention of her trigger was to trigger me…I intentionally focused all my nurturing energy towards my niece. I still went to FB to detail what was happening…but the extra time I got with my niece was spent with us reinforcing how lovable she is. We played make believe for hours last night and this morning when I found out my twin was still trying to trigger me…we bonded over another hike. I’m realizing more than ever that the intention of these energetic attacks is to have me be the one to emotionally cripple my niece by behaving towards her with the same toxicity that I’m experiencing from my ‘family’. That will never happen…but it will help me reach top tier troll levels on FB in an effort to expose the demonic spirits trying to pass these curses down to her.
Love,
Choosy
Clarification: I didn’t report her. These texts show how toxic I can be but at this point…I don’t think my potential is a secret.