LambChop
‘Who does she think she is’ face ahh…
Earlier today I was trying to remember what I was taught about Jesus because I was asking myself what the term ‘Son of God’ means to me. I’m sure this isn’t a new theory because I feel like I’ve heard it before but…what if the ‘Son of God’ is really referencing the ‘Sun of God’? And by ‘Sun’…I mean those that walk this Earth illuminating the things that others either refuse to…or don’t see. I’ve always felt a strong connection to what I was told about the persecution of Jesus because…I’ve experienced most of what I was told He went through. Including a death that no one but God could’ve brought me back from. I feel like a lot of other people, who were put here to shine a light on topics that are purposely kept in the dark, feel that same connection because they experience the same persecutory pain. Terms used to describe people with this conscious Christ connection are: star seeds, chosen ones, indigo children, Earth Angels, prophets, etc etc etc. I honestly feel like the only common denominator linking this group of souls together…is the level of purposeful persecution we face from those who wish we didn’t exist. For no other reason than our desire to heal what God shows us is broken.
It took me years to accept the fact that I’m not normal. My diAgNoSiS helped explain why I have the ability to jump in and out of my common sense so quick…but it did nothing to help me understand why I feel more like an alien than a human. I’ve always had the ability to feel/sense/see other people’s emotions and I had to learn that this is viewed as more of a threat than a gift. Because if I tell the wrong person the right thing…I trigger something in them that activates their obsession with dimming the light I use to see through their illusions. Which is why I also feel such a heightened connection to the ‘sacrificial lamb of God’. The persecution that those with ‘the light’ receive is the intention of God, IMO, though. I feel like God needs certain parts of His light workers to be sacrificed…in order for others to fully comprehend the message He put us here to give them. Atp it’s uncomfortably obvious that He sent me here to prove that most people with mental disorders…are really just experiencing the effects of spell work. But the only way I can prove that…is through the sacrifice of my pride. Because speaking on magic, in the black community, requires me to willfully look ‘crazy’. Speaking on magic as a ‘bipolar’ person…requires me to look ‘bipolar’. And speaking on magic that’s been done on me…requires me to say I had magic done on me.
Never in a million years did I ever think that my ‘families’ inability to stop triggering my ‘mania’ would give me tangible proof that rituals have been being performed on me every moon cycle. But God guided me to start recording my day to day experiences because He knew the people attempting to drive me to the brink of mental collapse would be too arrogant to care about the paper trail. What’s crazy is ever since I branched out and started speaking the truth I see on the internet…some of the strangers, who read my words, have also joined in on these moon rituals. Which means they were too arrogant to care about the digital paper trail. And I had to have enough arrogance to discard parts of my truth…in order to put myself far enough out there…to be the perfect target. I will forever feel like it’s wild that it takes ALL of these people to war against little ol’ me…when I’m supposed to be the one with the mental disadvantage. Being able to ask ourselves questions like this…is why people like me also feel such a connection to the crucifixion of the ‘Son’…because the light we carry…summons the inner sacrificer of those who feel like we aren’t good enough to speak on behalf of God. So they move in mobs…against individuals.
Why would it take so many mentally stable people…to mentally break someone…who was diagnosed as mentally disabled? You spelled “Who is keeping me from breaking and why?” wrong babes.
Love,
Choosy
