This is an online diary where I discuss family dynamics, generational curses, sibling rivalry, trauma, etc. It was birthed from my lack of social life and has now turned into my therapeutic outlet. The catch is I was diagnosed as bipolar at the age of 15…and journaling allowed me to put my families incessant attempts to keep me in a manic state…in writing.

I initially planned for this to be a success story of how my family trauma was healed but the only thing documented in 2024 was the ability my ‘family’ has to be toxic. I took January 25’ off to recenter myself because I could feel the break in my mental state. I usually vomit unnecessary truths when I’m in that state of mind so…going ghost was necessary.

Normally my breaks sit me down for a minimum of 6 months. But I don’t want to fall back into my bad habits so I’m back to pen whatever 2025 brings. *Adding tax to keep the grass cut and because…this is literally a book.

Love,

Choosy

**Posting M-F @ midnight.